Ok, before I start talking about this I would like to tell everyone that this is only my opinion in the following matter and that I am not talking about anyone in specific but I am actually viewing the whole situation in general.

Anyways, here is the thing. Is it just me or have girls lost their minds lately! I have had enough of girls talking about nothing else but marriage and how they are too old to be single and should find a husband as soon as possible when they are only around 23!!!

This is crazy! I can never think of getting married or even finding the one at my age! I have just began my life journey and I am not willing to live it for someone else because I think that the purpose of me being born in this life is to get married to that one guy and live my life according to his demands! I mean come on no one owns your life but you and no one should tell you how to live it but you because in the end the only one who will be looking back at your in say 10 years is YOU!

Anyways, back to our subject! I have been looking around and all the sudden half of my school friends are married and the other half are getting married! Some of them even have babies! Why the hell is this happening? Why do girls our age think that marriage is the best thing in the world and that it is all about being with the person you want and the love that you both share! Seriously if any of you that are reading this right now think this way I would advice to give slap your self and open your eyes and have a look at the world cause marriage and having babies is nothing easy or fun!!!!

Ok I am not saying that marriage is no fun at all and full of torture. But it is such a big responsibility! It means that you won’t own your own bedroom or bed anymore! Never flirt or makeout or do even more with any other guy for the rest of your life (this also goes to the young guys too that have been losing their minds as well lately) and it also means that you will no longer live your own life and make your own decisions because face it you will have to make sure your partner is ok with it before you decide to do anything including what you are going to have for lunch on that day!!!

I hope that both young girls and guys start realizing how serious marriage is and how it so not some stupid lovy dovy  game that roams around you sleeping together and spending romantic days and nights with your loved one cause you never know what might happen and you can never be so sure if the person is the one for you or not no matter how long you have known him or her.

Now that this is off my chest! I will be posting soon when I find something else to yap about and annoy you guys with

XXX

Dyaz

Finally the weather is good!!! i got soo sick of the heat. anyways.. nuthing dramatic has been going on in my life which is kinda good to be honest. mid terms are soon so all am doing these days is studying my ass off!! work is alrite am finally getting used to it i guess its not that bad after all, i get paid in the end which is the best part

things i am thankfull to have :

1. my mom i love her no matter how much she naggs about me not eating ( although i eat like a cow!) i guess  shes jus too worried which is driving me crazy! but still am thankfull for having her

2. My SuperSam! he is wonderful and an amazing guy i love him to bits and am soo thankfull to have him around.. we do get into stupid fites sometimes but if that wasnt happening in a relationship then there is definatly something wrong going on! anyways he is the best man ever in this world because he takes good care of me n i love him like crazy for that

3. my health. i kno it sounds cheesy but i reallyam finally happy with my body i finally feel like i have a great body that i am really thankfull for not that my old look was horrible but lets jus say i look way better now

4. my two best friends Hackle n Jackle! lol thats not their real names! i havent seen them in ages and i miss them sooo much..

5. am thankfull of having a friend like ALIIIIIIIII he is one crazy ass but i love him n hes been there for me whenever i needed guy tips hope ur happy now ali! what more do u want

Cant think of anything else to be thankfull for.. anyways, will post again when i feel like it..

cya, byeeeee (K)

I have a question? what is up with guys are flirtin?? do they think by flirting while  driving in their cars is fun? do they think girls like it when guys follow them or throw words at them like yalge6a or um il wardi!!!! wtf are they thinking?? no offence i have alot of guy friends n am not a sexest or anything but i jus hate the way these ass holes or as my mom says “lowafra” flirt!!!! i jus hate it!! and because of them yesterday i had a car accident!

I was on my way to the hospital minding my own business not in the mood for anything when all the sudden i see this car next to me. i look n i see them waving n smiling! so as a girl who doesnt give a shit n not bothered to bits i drive faster to let them know that am not intrested n they should go shuv their asses somewhere else… but nooooo they try racing me? till i lose controle and hit them! n whos mistake is it when the police came? MINE!!!

how on earth is it my fault when assholes like them try distracting me on the road by racing with me.. n when i screamed my lungs out at them n told them if they are happy with what they’ve done they were like.. we werent flirting n they actually swore to god they didnt n said they were jus in a hurry!!

because of those shitty assholes who have nuthing else to do in the world but look at girls and fantasize about them my whole mood was ruined and so was my baby car now u tell me if its fair or not!

I swear to god if these guys had any manners they would have known how horrible it is to flirt with a girl the way they do! flirting has manners to but i guess some guys have such small brains it cannot observe that the way they flirt can be so insulting to us.

you wanna flirt.. look at the girl, if she looks back n smiles, then u can go n talk to her or something, but flirting while she is ignoring is stupid!! and following her n trying to race with her is even more stupid! 

Why is it soo hard for girls to go through their daily rotine lives when they are PMSING!!! why does our lives get soo complicated for a whole week because of it and we get all emotional n cry on everything!!! well i dun really cry but i can get soo moody and scream like i never screamed before.. trust me i have shocked sooo many ppl.. ok enough of me pmsing and turning into a drama queen. let me talk abt what is bothering me this week There are things in life that u cannot live without like water, air, food… etc. but thats not all.. to me the hardest thing of all is when u cannot live without a person. by the time u realize that u cannot live without this person and you have to let go you feel like your life has been torn down and all that u have built has turned into dust. its not like i broke up with my boyfriend or anything but i have reached to a level where i feel like i am too dependant on him.. i cannot go to sleep before i say goodnite to him, i cannot go through a whole day without hearing his voice and checking up on him, and i cannot even go through a week: without seeing him.

having all of that  makes me feel good about my life most of the time.. but what if someday this person you are soo dependant on lets go? or what if he/she has to be far away from you? it must be soo hard to even think of it! thats why lately i have realized that i cannot be soo dependant on a person no matter who he/she is to me and no matter how much i love him/her.. its not gonna be easy but its the only way to protect myself from getting hurt or feeling lonely.. the only way that can make all of this easier is by commiting my self either to work or studies and putting bigger prioreties to those things or getting a new hobbie or a new pet or something..

Thing is how can i make my self love my job when i dun really feel appreciated in it? to be honest all i feel like is that i am being underastemated and that i am being treated like i am not taking my job seriously! maybe i am exaggerating a bit but thats how i really feel like..

Ever since Ramadan started, my social life has ended! i basically dun have a life now! all i do is go to work, then straight away to uni, i swear as soon as i get to uni i am just too tired and all i here is this weird professor blabbing abt his stupid life experience in a bank and its suppose to be funny somehow! after that i drive back home all the way from Manama to riffa. seriously at this time u can tell that everyone is just not bothered. u dun see ppl speeding or being assholes the way they usually are.

as soon as i get home i am too tired to think of anything at all.. n then when its fu6oor time you see me stuffing my face with food till i cant breath! which is really bad i should really work on this.. thing is u cant resist the good food!!! why is there such good food in Ramadan

after that all i feel like is lying down on the sofa and watching stupid TV till god knows when.. i have become so lazy i dun have the patak to do anything anymore.

i miss doing alot of things! i miss hanging out with my baby, i miss sleeping (cuz i dun even do much of that anymore) i miss going to the beach, and others i cant think of right now cuz again, i am too tired!

i have uni in 2 hours and god knows how I’ll be today.. guess not as bad as yesterday though.

see how bored i am i cant even think of anything proper to talk abt.. seriously i am out of ideas. i think i am facing what writers call a blank moment or something!!

 I’ll post if any new action happens in my life like cat fights or something  but for now ill leave u guys with this.

Its been a week on me being 20 n to be honest i really feel older! i am not the teenager i used to be anymorem the girl that used to act all childish and thinks that family are everything n that they would never hurt u! well guess what! the family i thought would never hurt me did the worst thing id expect from a human being to do!(only a memeber of my family, the rest r ok). see how life turns around! this person used to be my best friend! the person i used to turn to whenever i needed any help or advice. so from now on an advice from me: never trust ppl unless they proove themselves to be trust worthy and dun believe in all the family relationship crap because its not always true. i got hurt from this person who happens to be my own family than i did from any other person in my life! n still i have to pretend like nuthing happened and hide the hate that is inside me jus because they are FAMILY!

i kno am talking all BullShit  but its the truth. am not wasting my life anymore on worthless ppl that ever hurt me in my life because life is too short to waste it on them.